Merlin/Supernatural Destiel Xover AU
Greetings, you royal sons of bitches.
WHOEVER MADE THIS *screams* I LOVE YOUUUUUU
I never realized how hurt Cas looks when Dean says that. Fuck.
and look at that breath he takes and how he sighs can we just
This is really not okay.
At this moment in time for Cas, everything has gone to shit. He can’t save the world. He’s hanging out, feeling lost, clinging to what’s left of Dean. Clinging to what’s left of his relationship with Dean.
Because at this point in time, he and Dean have already been together and broken up. They were happy for a stitch in time, but Dean will sacrifice everything he is and everything he wants, for Sam. And that includes what he has with Cas. So they broke. Too many angry words and too much disappointment. Sure, once in a while, when Dean is hidden away and it’s been a bad day, Cas will go to him and they’ll get lost for a while. But there is no happiness there.
When past Dean turns up, Cas probably didn’t realise it, but he felt hope. He saw the Dean that he remembered and felt that hitch in his chest. Felt the desire to try again and he tried to gauge how this Dean would react.
The look he gives right there though is that hope fizzling away. Because he knows that his Dean is lost to him, and in that moment, with those words, he realises that this Dean isn’t there yet.
hello maker of that gif, would you like my firstborn as a token of my gratefulness?
I accept all tokens of gratitude
Friendly reminder that when Dean couldn’t deal with the thought of Cas letting go, this is what he imagined instead:
Because he’d rather live with the guilt of having left behind a heartbroken angel than even go near the idea that his angel didn’t want him.
CAN :) YOU :) FUCKING :) EXPLAIN :) HOW :) THIS :) IS :) A :) FRIENDLY :) REMINDER :)
a study in prayer.
In which Dean is a needy boyfriend.